
Now that I am in High School, I have started to consider where, and what I want to go for a College, and what I would like to do when I 'grow up'. When I was little I would say a Jedi, or a professional football player. I still have no clue what I am going to do, but I can't change my destiny. Whether I like it or not I was put on this world for a reason, and I hope make the best of it, and don't miss the opportunity when it presents itself. Whether it is something big, like Anakin's, or small I will gladly take it with wide open arms.
All of us have a destiny, Anakin's was the chosen one, the Jedi would fall, Luke would rebuild the Jedi Order, Han and Leia would get married, and Darth Maul would get sliced and diced by the young Obi-Wan in the end. My mom told me to take advantage of all my opportunities, and I have, up to this point. Whenever I sit back and think of what I will become, or if I will get hit by a car the next day, it boggles my mind. Life is so unpredictable, and some people learn that the hard way. Some of this ties into religion, which I am a christian and believe that god's got a plan for everything, and I hope none of you get offended.
I identify with Luke the most when I think about my future. Will I blow up something that threatens worlds, and turn my father from evil? Well I am stuck in the middle of no where in Wyoming, and it gets hot here, so I have that part nailed down pretty good, I guess I find myself wishing for more than what I have, the want to do something that the world will remember me by, and that will last forever. Don't get me wrong, I love my life and treasure being who I am and my personality, everything else just seems so far away from here. The furthest I have ever been is Iowa to visit relatives, and haven't been to Disney Land, but I am planning on going there this summer.
It is a lot of pressure to put on some one, for them to bring balance to the force, like Anakin Skywalker. I guess none of us are ever given anything we can't handle, and things will eventually work out for the best, so that would be cool to be the Son of the Suns, and get the ever gorgeous Padme, but that more than likely isn't in my future.
As in Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade, I must chose wisely, and I am excited to see my future and my life unfold of me.
Darth Jecod, out