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Grinded into little pieces and then writen into oblivion
date posted: Sep 04, 2007 7:42 PM
A new chapter, a new beginning
Ah yes, it always seems like around this time of year is when I seem to come back to my beloved star wars. Why is that? Well maybe with school starting back up again, I have time during my boring classes to conjure up a real winner for a blog.

I have always loved how things that we have, or people we have gotten to know eventually part was with us, eventually leaving room for a new special someone or something to swoop in and fill that void, the void of "what am I gonna do next!??!?".

My brother and I have always been close, I guess you kinda have to be when you live with him for 15 years...?:|. I wont lie it has been tough not having that older wiser one person to lean back on, and to talk to. I probably didn't help that i was friends with mostly seniors this year, including the legend Ki-Aaron-Mundi. I hung out with them mostly everyday this summer, but now those days are gone, and I am left to find something or someone new to talk to.

It has helped that I am getting back into my star wars grove, and that football season starts Thursday (go broncos!!), but mroe than that, I have become friends again with someone I haven't talked to in a long time. We all have those friends in our grade school days that we would spend every recess with, and go to their house every weekend to spend the night. Then would come middle school/junior high, where we would slowly drift apart, and eventually high school came too fast, and you were swept up in all the drama that came with being a high schooler, while that friend moved on, but still had that glimmer of hope that one day you would be friends again.

Know thanks to my college prep biology class, I am seated next to this long lost friend. Ironic how when it seems like when you have no one left to talk too, you've got that one friend that is willing to answer their phone at 3 in the morning to talk about life, and i am proud to say I have found that friend again, and this couldn't be more rocking.

Much like Vader's redemption, back to the light side of the force, he was able to see that his son loved him, and he finally didn't have to carry the load himself and he could lean on him for support in his final hours with his son.