Wha?

I've only just realised it?

Well, no!

It took Celebration Europe for to make me see what a true geek I am.

Oh and not a cool geek either, simply a geek geek!

Being generally tongue-tied, as clumsy as Ja Jar (almost hitting some poor soul in the Toys R Us Q with my FX Lightsabre box), looking gormless next to the cool celebrities and generally asking celebs weird questions although they didn't sound so stupid until I asked.

But ya know, I don't care. I go back to work Sunday, back to complaining customers (the auditorium is too hot/cold), complaining staff (I can't work that shift you gave me) and complaining General Managers (whatever happens is your fault, remember the barometer of accountability).

For three days in July I was surrounded by my fellow Star Wars fans and enjoyed every single minute of my geekiness.

So, while I go about my business, working in the Cinema, I truly hope there'll be a second Celebration Europe, so I can be a total geek all over again