The Star Wars rut I was experiencing is over! Finishing Betrayel and getting sucked into Bloodlines and flying through it in 2 weeks was an amazing return to the GFFA. Add the addition of the Legacy comics, and my return to the Message Boards, I can finally feel the force run through me again. Which feels wonderful but worries me as well.

With such a Star Wars adrenaline rush, I'm not sure my finances can support it. I've suddenly had temptations to buy things that seem nescarry to full fill my Star Wars obbsesion. I almost spent 500 dollars on a halloween cosutme. Which wouldn't had been as horrible as my freind spending 2000 on stomtrooper armor. But I've always been proud of resisting Star Wars merchendise. But now with Celebration 4 opening registration, I have lots debates in my head.

Is it worth almost 500 dollars just to attend the event? Thats of course not including stuff that I buy there, food, and the time that I'd take off of work( I also consider this a loss of money). It probably would result way over 1000. Consisdering my position in my life..."a post college graduate living at home not quiet sure what he's doing with his life"...is it good for me to be on such a Star Wars binge? Sure my idea of a binge is nothing compared to some people. But to me savings are very important to me right now. But Star Wars is hugely important as well! The convention sounds like it be worth the price so much. But I'm also being mindful of the future like Yoda taught. Or should I listen to Qui Gon and listen to the living force instead?
Heh the more I type this for more I lean to the temptation...is that Sith of me?