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Padme's Legacy
by: padmeskywalker77
date posted: Oct 03, 2006 12:42 PM  | 
updated: Oct 09, 2006 1:14 PM
A Happy Moment Amongst Turbulent Times
What's wrong. You're trembling. Anakin to Padme', ROTS
Something wonderful has happened. Ani, I'm pregnant. Padme' to Anakin, ROTS
That's...that's wonderful. Anakin
What are we going to do? Padme'
We're not going to do anything right now. This is a happy momemt. The happiest moment of my life. Anakin

I have been thinking about this entry now for quite a while, but have been unable to put my thoughts into something that would make sense. However, as I was at a baby shower this weekend, my mind started to work, and that got me to thinking more about this. As we know, the expectation of a baby is a happy moment for most parents. The time from confirmation of the preganacy to the arrival of the baby is one filled with many emotions...shock, happiness, excitement, anxiety, anticipation, etc. Dreams of what the baby will look like, what the baby will do, how the baby will grow all start to develop. By the time the baby arrives in the world, most parents have formed a bond with the child and have a sense of their expectations for the child. Most of the time, the baby arrives without any complications...but that is not always the case. I have worked with premature infants, infants born with such problems as heart defects that may or may not have been detected before birth, children who have developmental problems stemming from an incident during birth, and children who sustained injuries at the hands of their parents or other caregivers. For those whose children are not "perfect," the excitement of childbirth suddenly becomes a time of grief...they are grieving for the "loss" of their "perfect child," for the loss of all their dreams and aspirations. The timing of a pregnancy also has an impact on the acceptance by a parent. For some, the timing is "right"...both parents are at a place in their lives where they are ready for children, where they can support a family. For others, the timing is "wrong"...they are not ready for children, they do not want chidren, or they simply cannot provide for a family.

Now what does all of this have to do with Star Wars, and Anakin and Padme' specifically? Well...Padme' had always wanted a family of her own. She adored her two nieces, and could not wait for the day she had children of her own. However, she was always putting her work and her people above herself...she could not see how life in politics and a family would work together. I am not sure how much Anakin wanted to have a family...I have not seen too much describing this. However, it has been brought to my attention in the past that, in one of the EU novels, Anakin had discovered that a Jedi Master had a wife and family of his own, and could not wait to share this information with Padme'. I wonder...did Anakin's "want" for a family start with this discovery ?:| . From what I understand, this happened around the time Luke and Leia were conceived. So...it would beg to suggest that, at least subconsciously, Anakin also wanted a family.

As we all know, the Clone Wars were in "full force" (no pun intended :p ) at this time, and Anakin and Padme' had little time to be together, to discuss their desires for a family. Times were trying for both...and the expectation of a "new baby" added to this. Padme' was worried about what the news of this would do to both of their careers...would she still be able to serve in the Senate, would Anakin still be able to remain a Jedi, and what would the citizens of the galaxy think? How would Anakin react to the news of the pregnancy...would he be happy, upset, indifferent? Thankfully, Anakin, after overcoming the initial shock, reacted with happiness...even saying that *this is a happy moment...the happiest moment of my life.*

But why was this particular moment the happiest? Was marrying the love of his life at least one of the happiest moments, was escaping the "clutches" of Watto one of them? I just wonder how miserable Anakin had been since leaving Tatooine at 9 years of age...could nothing but the thought of having a family of his own break this cycle of unhappiness? If that is what it takes, then I am happy for him. At least for a brief time, all was well with the *galaxy*, and Anakin was happy once more :x .

After seeing things this way, I now think that his nightmares about Padme' dying in childbirth were an extension of his anxiety over this change in his life. He always awoke before the baby's "destiny" was determined...so he appeared to be more concerned over what would happen to Padme' than the child. However, he essentially did not have the time to "accept" the child that Padme' had, so his concerns about her were warranted. Saving Padme' would allow him to keep the love of his life and would allow him to have the family he would grow to love. Unfortunately, he could not see past his failure to save his mother, so he sought help from the one he trusted, the one who offered the promise to prevent death.


As always...comments are welcome :)

May the Force Be With You All :D

  Apprentice of Wisdom
Star Wars is a Way of Life -- Accept it (by a "Dutch Yoda")
date Posted: Oct 03, 2006 1:02 PM
I just wonder how miserable Anakin had been since leaving Tatooine at 9 years of age I have been wondering the same thing for a long time as well. How bad was his life, that this moment was the happiest? He must have been proud of becoming a father, but, as you said, it doesn't always turn out the right way.

I now think that his nightmares about Padme' dying in childbirth were an extension of his anxiety over this change in his life. I can see what you're saying, and I do agree it was a part of the reason of his nightmare, I'm just not quite sure about other influences.

A most interesting blog, and I agree with everything else you mentioned. Thanks for bringing it up. :D

May the Force be with You too.
padmeskywalker77
Padme's Legacy
date Posted: Oct 03, 2006 1:21 PM
He must have been proud of becoming a father

I am sure he was...that smile he gives her practically says it all :x

I'm just not quite sure about other influences

I am sure there were other influences as well, like the DS infiltrating his mind. He had premonitions in the past, so it is not too surprising he had them here. I just like to think that maybe his anxiety was behind the nightmares more so than the other outside influences.

Thanks for commenting :)
viagoangel2
Were Anakin and Padme' really one?
date Posted: Oct 03, 2006 1:45 PM
We're not going to do anything right now. This is a happy momemt. The happiest moment of my life. Anakin
I agree, I believe Anakin was genuinely happy about becoming a father. Especially seeing as that Padme' was the mother of his child. But mainly because that part of his life was void. He had the chance to give his child all he never had, and to pass on all his mother had given to him; songs(AOTC novel, ATS novel), stories, laughter, and most importantly; LOVE. Also, this gave Anakin something else.....a true possession. Sorry does that sound selfish or greedy? My 3 padawans are my possessions, in a mothering way...until they are self sufficient to be on their own. (cont)
viagoangel2
Were Anakin and Padme' really one?
date Posted: Oct 03, 2006 1:53 PM
He feared loosing Padme' and yet he also feared letting her go as well. Would this be the same with his unborn child? But of course! And yet, this baby was theirs, his; they created this baby thru their love. A love so powerful, it was forbidden by the Jedi Order. Forbidden or not, look what it brought them! Hope and peace. This is so because that's what Ani's and Padme's love was; full of Hope and a sanctuary for serenity. :x

Anakin had discovered that a Jedi Master had a wife and family of his own Yup! That'd be Jedi Trials, I too feel that this is when the idea of family finally occurred to Ani' and that it would be a possibility for them. Great entry PS77!
padmeskywalker77
Padme's Legacy
date Posted: Oct 03, 2006 2:22 PM
But mainly because that part of his life was void. He had the chance to give his child all he never had...

I agree...he had a void in his life that needed to be filled. He could do for his child what could not be done for him. He had made a life for himself, a life without slavery, and that would definitely be more that what he had.

Also, this gave Anakin something else...a true possession. Sorry does that sound selfish or greedy?

That doesn't sound greedy, angel...it's the truth. This child was part Padme' and part Anakin. He would finally have something for himself, the power to influence this child to grow into something wonderful, and that, to me, is not selfish. :x
jedilily1026
Years Matter Not (Gone Crazy...Be Back Soon)
date Posted: Oct 03, 2006 3:10 PM
Master Nejaa Halcyon had a wife and child and shared this info with Anakin. I read it in Jedi Trial just as Angel has commented.

But why was this particular moment the happiest? In the scheme of things having a child
is the happiest moment in most peoples lives. I like to think that Anakin's primary reason for trying so hard to save Padme's life is to save his child's life too.

3 padawans are my possessions, in a mothering way...my children are grown and I see them as mine. My babies they will always be.
hansgirl3
Invoking the Squee
date Posted: Oct 03, 2006 3:21 PM
But why was this particular moment the happiest? Was marrying the love of his life at least one of the happiest moments, was escaping the "clutches" of Watto one of them?

I would assume that they were all "happiest moments" as they were happening. I know when I married my husband, that was the happiest moment of my life! :x If I were to have children of my own, that would probably be the happiest moment of my life at that time.

I think it's all relative to what's happening to the person and what has happened to the person up to that point. It comes in stages, you know? :)
jediprincess77
I Know...
date Posted: Oct 03, 2006 3:22 PM
What a lovely post, PS77! :D That part always seems to strange to me- it's like Anakin is happy, but he almost has to convince himself to let that happiness shine through. He knows how complicated this will make life, but he wants to rejoice at the same time. Plus, when he looks at Padme's face, I know he sees the same fear and uncertainty in her eyes. He knows he needs to be strong for her and encourage her. She knew about this before he did and had to endure it all alone! That's a frightening thought, isn't it?
  Oboe-Wan
Oboe-Wan's Hive of Scum & Villainy
date Posted: Oct 03, 2006 3:26 PM
so he appeared to be more concerned over what would happen to Padme' than the child
This is an interesting comment... I hope I didn't take this so far out of context that it loses what you were trying to say. But I think that's what made it so "easy" for him to try to save Padme - thinking only of her, there are no consequences except that they get to be together. But what of the baby? Shouldn't he be concerned about what would happen to the baby? I wonder if there was a moment he stopped to think: maybe Padme dying is the only way to save my child?? I'm guessing not. Especially since he didn't even ask Sidious what happened to the baby.....
padmeskywalker77
Padme's Legacy
date Posted: Oct 03, 2006 4:08 PM
I like to think that Anakin's primary reason for trying so hard to save Padme's life is to save his child's life too.

What a wonderful statement, jedililly :) . I had not thought of this before, but it makes sense in the context of everything. And thanks to you and angel for letting me know which book that was in...I thought that was the one, but was not completely sure. I have the book, but have not had time to read it.;)

I think it's all relative to what's happening to the person and what has happened to the person up to that point. It comes in stages, you know?

Excellent point, HG3!! Again, I had not thought of this...but it really does ring true :D
padmeskywalker77
Padme's Legacy
date Posted: Oct 03, 2006 4:16 PM
Plus, when he looks at Padme's face, I know he sees the same fear and uncertainty in her eyes. He knows he needs to be strong for her and encourage her.

Exactly JP77!! He sees and feels the fear and uncertainty in her, the same fear and uncertainty he feels in himself. She is vulnerable, more so now than at any other time. He knows he has to be strong for her...but the nightmares only add to this fear and uncertainty. Thanks for commenting :)
padmeskywalker77
Padme's Legacy
date Posted: Oct 03, 2006 4:16 PM
I wonder if there was a moment he stopped to think: maybe Padme dying is the only way to save my child??

Great question, Oboe!! I have often wondered that myself, but have not quite come to an answer. You are right, he only asked about Padme', not the child(ren)...so it makes me wonder what kind of influence would have him not wonder about the child(ren) ?:| . That truly is something to ponder. Thanks :)
viagoangel2
Were Anakin and Padme' really one?
date Posted: Oct 03, 2006 5:17 PM
so it makes me wonder what kind of influence would have him not wonder about the child(ren) It's a man's perspective. I'm going by my own experience with my husband. His concern is mainly for the " mother " caring his child. It is common that the "father to be" will help her sit and stand up, while keeping a hand firmly in place upon the swollen abdomen. Just like we see Anakin, for a brief second in ROTS. As they sit together in her apartment, the lounging area leading off onto the balcony (water fountain). continued ->
anakinside1
Echoes from the Asteroid Field
date Posted: Oct 03, 2006 5:18 PM
Nice entry PS77! I've often thought about this moment, too. I always want to freeze them all in time right there in that happy moment, considering we all know what comes next and how the happiness turns to such suffering for them and the whole galaxy too!:_|

Especially since he didn't even ask Sidious what happened to the baby.....

I love Anakin, but you're RIGHT Oboe and that makes me X-( ]:) X-( angry with Anakin. But I've said it before and I'll say it again our young lovers were more identified with being each other's spouse than being a father or mother. That's why in ROTS at the end they both only speak about each other - not their orphaned children.
viagoangel2
Were Anakin and Padme' really one?
date Posted: Oct 03, 2006 5:21 PM
Before they begin the discussion of " this war is about refusing to listen. " His hand is firmly pressed to her swelled belly, sharing an intimate moment of love for their unborn child(ren). Just in that brief glimpse of care, I believe he did have concerns for the baby. Possibly, like my husband thought; " As long as my health is OK, so is the baby's".
His visions were of her suffering and calling out to him, it was a vision of warning....a warning of Padme' s well being, not the child(ren's). Remember, with Padme' is when he truly felt happiness (ROTS novel, Obi-wan to Padme')....He feared to let go of her just as much as he feared to hold on to her (LOE novel).....
  "The Ewok"
date Posted: Oct 03, 2006 5:44 PM
I believe that Anakin was also very worried about this. He knew that now there would be a day were he would have to admit the truth to the whole Jedi Council, and he knew this would be his one way ticket to expulsion from it. But on the other hand he was very happy for obvious reasons.
  confusedone
I have the fear of being afraid and I'm on strike against strikes
date Posted: Oct 03, 2006 5:46 PM
That scene just makes me want to pause the DVD and imagine it ended right there...Well, not really because I wouldn't dare miss the Obi/Ani duel. You get my point, though.

He is happy although his initial reaction makes me think that there are a million thoughts going on in his mind. He hesitates as if he is thinking about the next step, Padme, and his child(ren). He then seems to let go and he just decides to happy for that one moment. Anakin also, in his actions and words, displays more concern for Padme than the child(ren). He inadvertently shows Padme his concern for her over the child. After Padme learns of his dream and asks about the baby, he states he doesn't know and hastily says, "I won't lose you Padme." (cont)
  confusedone
I have the fear of being afraid and I'm on strike against strikes
date Posted: Oct 03, 2006 5:51 PM
He shows more concern for not losing Padme than the child(ren). Like I said, it probably wasn't intended, but he fails to say, "Padme, I don't want to lose our child," or something to that effect. All my opinion, of course.

I just love coming home to a great entry!!!:D
MomOf2YoungPadawan
Mamadala's Lair
date Posted: Oct 03, 2006 6:02 PM
Well, as I was reading along, I thought of several things I wanted to say, but many others' thoughts have mirrored my own so closely that I have to warn you - lame comment alert...! :O Perhaps as I ramble, I'll think of something else to add....

Yes, as Angel and Jediliy point out, the Jedi was Nejaa, and the novel Jedi Trial. They beat me to it! ;) It's interesting, *SPOILER ALERT*....at the end of the novel when Anakin seemed to be prepared for death he says: "Say hello to the missus for me!" Was that his way of "announcing" the fact that he was married? But I digress...*SPOILER OVER, NOW!!*
...cont...
MomOf2YoungPadawan
Mamadala's Lair
date Posted: Oct 03, 2006 6:02 PM
...cont...

It's strange - to me, Anakin's first reaction to hearing of the pregnancy was "Oh, poodoo..." and in some regards it was, but then as it sunk in and he got sort of "used" to the idea and saw how happy it made Padme, he switched gears and realized what a momentous thing this would be - to have a child of their own!

When he said "This is the happiest moment...", perhaps he was thinking that b/c having a child would be the perfect merging of their love - a living, breathing entity that encompassed all for which their love stood. How could that NOT make you happy?!?

..cont again...
MomOf2YoungPadawan
Mamadala's Lair
date Posted: Oct 03, 2006 6:05 PM
I also like what HG3 said: I think it's all relative to what's happening to the person and what has happened to the person up to that point. It comes in stages, you know?. That is indeed true. Marrying my Hubster was the happiest moment until we had our first youngling, then when the second was added, it made me even happier to have yet another addition to our family! :x
..cont...yet...again...
MomOf2YoungPadawan
Mamadala's Lair
date Posted: Oct 03, 2006 6:06 PM

Then again, I agree with Oboe and AS1. It kinda got under my tunic when Anakin never asked about the child(ren). I realize he had a lot on his breastplate at that point, but if having a child - an extension of your love - was THAT important, wouldn't you want to know? Or did he just assume that if Padme died, so did the child(ren)?


Ahhhh, a good Ani/Padme blog entry just really gets the neurons popping!! Thanks for a great entry, PS77!! :x

I'll quit taking up your comment space, now! :D
  Michelle1968
M68- Star Wars Kid at Heart
date Posted: Oct 03, 2006 6:49 PM
I loved this blog and all the comments too! I was just watching ROTS the other night and when it came to the part after his nightmares, when he told Padme of his dream, something hit me. It was the way he said so definitely, "You die in childbirth" like he was announcing a fact with no emotion. Then Padme asks, "And the baby?". Right then you see emotion fill his face as he says he doesn't know. You see his concern for the baby at that moment. I did anyway. To me it was as if he were going to cry over the fact that he didn't know the baby's fate and had no control over it... I don't know...

Oh gosh I love Anakin & Padme so.

:_| :| :x
MissPadme
Miss Padme's Naboo Love Nest
date Posted: Oct 03, 2006 7:20 PM
Great entry. I have to agree with those who say that becoming a parent for the first time is often a "happiest" moment in many people's lives. They were about to become more than a couple, they were about to become a family. I think that deep down that's what Anakin wanted all along.
leia19886
Someone get this big walking carpet out of my way ...
date Posted: Oct 03, 2006 7:54 PM
I have no padawans of my own. My sister is expecting her first in November.
She and her husband were both shocked and happy when they first found out.
Everyone else has expressed any thaughts I could say.
I work with padawans everyday. I know I do worry about them
when they are hurt or sick even though they are not mine to take care of.
I guess that is the "mother want to be" in me.
ps77 Great idea you had for a blog
Leia
Jedi Master Mina
Another Galaxy, another time
date Posted: Oct 03, 2006 8:36 PM
Well, what more can I add that others have already posted. And there goes M02YP being a blog hog again. Anyhoot, I don't think Anakin was thinking about the child. He was too focused on gaining his power and saving his love. Obviously, he never thought of it while he was going through his ordeal. He thought only of himself and his needs. Sad, but true. Great blog entry, my dear friend!! ;)
padmeskywalker77
Padme's Legacy
date Posted: Oct 03, 2006 11:26 PM
Just in that brief glimpse of care, I believe he did have concerns for the baby. Possibly, like my husband thought; " As long as my health is OK, so is the baby's".

Great point angel...I had not thought of that before. I do remember seeing that during that particular scene, but never really paid too much attention to it. Great observation there, milady :)

our young lovers were more identified with being each other's spouse than being a father or mother.

Good point, AS1!! They truly were identified more with being each other's spouse than as mother and father...this would truly be a change for them!! Thanks for stopping :)
padmeskywalker77
Padme's Legacy
date Posted: Oct 03, 2006 11:32 PM
I believe that Anakin was also very worried about this.

I agree with you there. He had every right to be worried, not only for Padme' and the child(ren) but also for himself. He wanted to live life as a Jedi, but he also wanted to live life as Padme's husband. He truly was torn between two lives.

He shows more concern for not losing Padme than the child(ren). Like I said, it probably wasn't intended

You make some great points, confusedone!! You're right, his not mentioning the children was more than likely unintended...he was concerned about Padme' the most, for he had not had the time to relish in the idea of becoming a father. If he lost Padme' then he surely would lose the child(ren) as well. Thanks :)
padmeskywalker77
Padme's Legacy
date Posted: Oct 03, 2006 11:38 PM
You really did have a lot to say here, MO2YP!! ;)

Anakin's first reaction to hearing of the pregnancy was "Oh, poodoo..." and in some regards it was, but then as it sunk in and he got sort of "used" to the idea and saw how happy it made Padme, he switched gears and realized what a momentous thing this would be - to have a child of their own!

I totally agree with this statement...I could not convey it in the quotes. He truly was shocked, and was more than likely thinking *Oh, poodoo, what do I do now?* When the news finally "sank in," he was able to accept this for what it was, a *blessing.*
padmeskywalker77
Padme's Legacy
date Posted: Oct 03, 2006 11:38 PM
I realize he had a lot on his breastplate at that point, but if having a child - an extension of your love - was THAT important, wouldn't you want to know? Or did he just assume that if Padme died, so did the child(ren)?

Very interesting...and something to ponder ?:| . It has always bothered me, too, that he never knew what would happen to the baby...and, after asking Palps about Padme' that he would not ask about the baby. As you said, maybe he believed that the child(ren) would die along with Padme' and never pursued the matter further :(

Ahhhh, a good Ani/Padme blog entry just really gets the neurons popping!!

Glad to have helped you there ;)
padmeskywalker77
Padme's Legacy
date Posted: Oct 03, 2006 11:41 PM
Then Padme asks, "And the baby?". Right then you see emotion fill his face as he says he doesn't know. You see his concern for the baby at that moment. I did anyway

Great observation, M68!! I guess I am going to have to pay more attention to his facial expression during that scene ;) . I have noticed a sort of sadness in his voice as he said it, but have not noticed his facial expression. Thanks for your comments :)

They were about to become more than a couple, they were about to become a family. I think that deep down that's what Anakin wanted all along

Thanks MissPadme!! I like to think that, too :x
padmeskywalker77
Padme's Legacy
date Posted: Oct 03, 2006 11:49 PM
I have no padawans of my own...I guess that is the "mother want to be" in me.

I do not have any padawans of my own yet, but many of my friends and co-workers have children. I even work with children...and I see them at their worst. I sometimes wonder if the *mother want to be* in me has an influence on me in my work...or it could be my "woman's intuition" kicking in under certain circumstances. Thanks for stopping :)
padmeskywalker77
Padme's Legacy
date Posted: Oct 03, 2006 11:50 PM
Anyhoot, I don't think Anakin was thinking about the child. He was too focused on gaining his power and saving his love.

I can see where you are coming from, Mina...and I agree with you, to a point. I believe he was thinking about the child initially, but then turned his thoughts to himself. During his slide and turn to the Dark, he lost focus of being a family, becoming consumed with himself.

Great blog entry, my dear friend!!

Why thank you, milady...or should I say *My Master* ;)
amidalooine
The Emotional Galaxy
date Posted: Oct 04, 2006 7:40 AM
Without reading the comments (sorry)...

Anakin's dreams were part of the Force, so it makes sense that he never saw the baby's outcome...

But I think this was the happiest moment of Anakin's life, just as it is for many people who truly love each other, because it's the most intimate acknowledgement of a couple's love. A baby. A new human being they've created with the act of their love. And doesn't it make sense, then, that the Dark Side of the Force would say at that point, "WHOOOOAA!" We need to bring that boy DOWN...NOW...

Great entry!
MomOf2YoungPadawan
Mamadala's Lair
date Posted: Oct 04, 2006 9:02 AM
And there goes M02YP being a blog hog again You love me and you know it, Mina!! ;)

You really did have a lot to say here, MO2YP!!
I can't help it - like I said on the SC, I was like butter...I got on a roll!! :D
padmeskywalker77
Padme's Legacy
date Posted: Oct 04, 2006 9:48 AM
And doesn't it make sense, then, that the Dark Side of the Force would say at that point, "WHOOOOAA!" We need to bring that boy DOWN...NOW...

Great point, Ami!! If Anakin was happy for this one moment, the DS more than likely felt the tremor, and "decided" that he had to fall...and NOW!! The DS truly wanted Anakin, and this glimmer of hope and light in his life was "bad news"...something needed to be done. :(

Without reading the comments (sorry)...

That's fine...glad you could stop by :)
ewanandhaydenfan5
I Have You Now!
date Posted: Oct 04, 2006 9:52 AM
Beautiful entry, PS77.

that's what Anakin wanted all along.
Very good point. When Ani was first taken to the Jedi, maybe he thought that they would be like a surrogate family. But the Jedi didn't provide the emotional support that Shmi did for him.

WHOOOOAA!" We need to bring that boy DOWN...NOW...
:^O
padmeskywalker77
Padme's Legacy
date Posted: Oct 04, 2006 10:52 AM
When Ani was first taken to the Jedi, maybe he thought that they would be like a surrogate family. But the Jedi didn't provide the emotional support that Shmi did for him.

That's a great point E&HF5!! I had not thought of it that way. Maybe he did think that the Jedi would be sort of a surrogate for him...unfortunately, that really was not true. He definitely seemed to try, though...and Obi-Wan even thought of him as a brother. Too bad he did not say anything about it until it was too late :(

Thanks for stopping :)
Qui-Tom Servo loves Padme
You Must Unlearn What You Have Learned
date Posted: Oct 04, 2006 11:54 AM
I think Anakin was truly happy to hear that he was going to be a father. His lack of reference to the baby comes after the dream that began his final descent to the dark side. This is key because as he began to contemplate joining the dark side more and more he also became more and more selfish. Soon it all became about getting power. He may have deluded himself into thinking he was doing it to save Padme, but he also had to realize that she never would have agreed with his selling his soul to save her.
padmeskywalker77
Padme's Legacy
date Posted: Oct 05, 2006 6:36 AM
His lack of reference to the baby comes after the dream that began his final descent to the dark side. This is key because as he began to contemplate joining the dark side more and more he also became more and more selfish.

Excellent point, Qui-Tom!! Although Anakin made one reference to the baby after his fall, he really did not mention it further. It really is interesting that the more consumed by Darkness he became, the less he appeared to care about those he loved...including Padme' and the child(ren).

Thanks for your comments, as always :)
  miniforcex
The Star Wars Fan Wears Pink
date Posted: Oct 09, 2006 1:39 PM
Wow. Great blog! Bravo, Bravo!

But why was this particular moment the happiest? Seriously, I wondered this too. Didn't he feel some happiness when he killed Dooku? Or his wedding day? Or is KNIGHTING? Didn't he want to be a knight and not have Obi-Wan hanging over him all the time?
When Ani was first taken to the Jedi, maybe he thought that they would be like a surrogate family. But the Jedi didn't provide the emotional support that Shmi did for him. Well said. Shmi was infact a great mother, even when she didn't have Anakin's father to help support him.
padmeskywalker77
Padme's Legacy
date Posted: Oct 09, 2006 10:28 PM
Hey there Mini...glad to see you found this entry :)

Didn't he feel some happiness when he killed Dooku? Or his wedding day? Or is KNIGHTING? Didn't he want to be a knight and not have Obi-Wan hanging over him all the time?

I had not thought about the *knighting*, but I am sure that this was one of the happiest moments up until then. You make a wonderful point, and I agree. After thinking about this for a few days, I have come to conclude that all of those moments were the *happiest*, and each subsequent happy moment superceded the last.

Thanks as always :D
  Saba8
date Posted: Feb 02, 2007 11:48 AM
I don't think that Anakin knew anything about babies and his wife dying and leaving him alone with a newborn must have been a very daunting thought.

And I think that Sid knew about the baby(ies) and was going to have Padme killed in some manner before she gave birth.
  Leia Elyssa
date Posted: Apr 11, 2007 4:42 PM
In reading the novel SIth when Padme and anakin spoke after his nightmare..she said she thought of going back to Naboo to have the baby there alone so he wouldn't be expelled from the Jedi order..Now if he was not sure of the price a baby would play on their careers he could have just agreed to this and let her go and be in the lake country alone and only come around when he was able to see them..but he wasn't allowing her to do this alone..he wanted to be a part of their child and he also wouldn't let her be alone with his dream so vivid to him

I think either way he wanted the family he just was suprised it happened when it did..
padme5042
date Posted: Apr 14, 2007 1:57 PM
Anakin and Padme had dreams of one day having a family. He was surprised and genuinely happy when he was told by her. He sensed her trepidation and knew her fears were because of him.

Those twins were conceived out of love and were wanted by both parents.
  Leia Elyssa
date Posted: Apr 16, 2007 12:48 AM
I agree they were as Anakin said their blessings and that they were not only blessings but eventually his redemption..But I feel Padme also had a hand in watching over her children and husband once gone..she had a stong influence in her career but also the heart never forgets and Anakin as much as he ditched the name he still could feel part of her in those children..I think also a reason he retuned from the darkside..not just because of Luke but because of losing Padme and what she gave him in return ..thei son and daughter..
padmeskywalker77
Padme's Legacy
date Posted: Apr 17, 2007 5:05 PM
I think either way he wanted the family he just was suprised it happened when it did..

I have no doubt that he wanted a family...and the timing of it all had to surprise him, I'm sure.

But I feel Padme also had a hand in watching over her children and husband once gone..

I always like to think that...and it makes th